“you keep me wide awake and waiting for the sun”

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What a weird feeling to experience. Sitting in my room, with Lia, eating, watching, talking, laughing and almost crying. WHAT?
I was actually in a really good mood today. I mean once it started, we were high. I think everyone on facebook and MSN noticed that. We played a 'game' where you are't allowed to backspace once you make a mistake when typing. And, using caps lock, we spammed and irritated the fuck out of our mutual friends. Lovely, isn't it? Cream of chicken soup, M&M's, coke zero, cheese and crackers, apricot cream museli bars, crunchie bars, mooncake e.t.c. e.t.c. See what I mean. Fun, yeah?
But...then it came. Ever heard of Sleeping in Seattle? Yes, well, watch it. But then don't. Actually no, just watch it and experience what I'm feeling.
How can you be so happy and content, and then watch just your average rom com the most amazing rom com in the world, and feel so... 'what is the world'?
Even though I can't necessarily relate to when people talk about being in love...I can imagine though, and it just makes me so so upset and sympathetic towards those who fall out of love or have difficulties when they are in love. But the most difficult struggle I believe is fighting for the one you love, or have strong feelings towards. Doesn't it just...kill when it can't come true? When you feel you just can't continue or feel for anyone else when it doesn't work out?
Well for you shameful people who have not seen Sleepless, basically Tom Hank's wife has passed away, and his most adorable son phones into a radio station, worried that his father is not coping with his loss. Hank's character, Sam, then talks with the radio host about his feelings for his late wife, leaving you feeling so....*sigh* (well, all us females at least).
Sam Baldwin: Well, I'm gonna get out of bed every morning... breath in and out all day long. Then, after a while I won't have to remind myself to get out of bed every morning and breath in and out... and, then after a while, I won't have to think about how I had it great and perfect for a while.
Doctor Marcia Fieldstone: Tell me what was so special about your wife?
Sam Baldwin: Well, how long is your program? Well, it was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were suppose to be together... and I knew it. I knew it the very first time I touched her. It was like coming home... only to no home I'd ever known... I was just taking her hand to help her out of a car and I knew. It was like... magic.

Brb crying.

  I just can't properly express my feelings towards this epic movie. See for yourself. Make your own judgement. But, trust me, prepare yourself. Bring a box of tissues and some hardcore chocolate.
Good luck.




Today I gave my cousin the ride of his life...in a car. Driving the car. That's right. The poor 11 year old didn't see it coming. It was an amazing drive. I was so careful and wonderful and nothing bad happened! Except...when I was landing the plane...the park was...awful. Like, I was in the lines and everything, but it was absolutely diagonal and sooo not straight that I cringed each time I glanced at it.
Embarrassing! Anyway...
I bought a really lovely shirt today with 'TOKYO' written on it, along with a $7.00 skirt and some cargo shorts. Really superb buys, if I may say so myself. I want to buy a summery sort of dress tomorrow. Any ideas where I can get a nice one for cheap?
More driving tomorrow - wish me luck!
xxx

Well this is definitely going to happen on Thursday w/ a DVD player and TV :D

This reminds me of my four slumberfest family gals. Love you guys xxx Michael Jackson ftw. THRILLER.

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