“you keep me wide awake and waiting for the sun”

September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 March 2011

shitty mood all day.
don't ask why. i don't even know.
just crying my eyes out right now.
beautiful people give beautiful advice, but i'm still here, leaving tear stains on my pillow.
i'm tired and exhausted from all this work. i literally feel asleep in the quad today during my free. i was lying down in the hot sun (AND NOW MY LEGS ARE SUNBURNT. FUCKKK D;) and writing a story, and then Zzzzz... ohh fff T__T
i really don't want to be around my family right now, even if my stepdad won't be home for the next two nights.
i just want to be around my friends. the ones i can actually talk to and have my questions answered with.
i feel as though i'm hovering between groups and friends at school. i'm not entirely sure where i belong.
(OMG english. belonging. alienation. Fantastic, buddy T.T)
i'm so entirely over school that i've come to the point where impossibly flushing the whole concept down the fucking toilet. my eyelids are drooping right now. school is making me procrastinate. -sigh- that's a terrible excuse.
right now, i'm going to get off the computer and go either watch Phantom of the Opera or sleep. i really want to watch Phantom, but i'm so so tired i think it would end up being a pointless waste of time ):
so, so long suckers. i'll post a POTO post another day, when i've watched the whole film.

God i can't believe how tired i am. please don't bite me tomorrow, and i  won't bite you.

p.s. i saw him on the train today o;