“you keep me wide awake and waiting for the sun”

September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 March 2011

What a strange day. Not good, exactly, but not unbearable either.
I shall detail my day using code letters for people xD ninja!

Okay, so here goes.
I caught the train with A this morning. I tried and failed to read my book, seeing as I couldn't concentrate...again...gosh I tried so hard to stop thinking about E and F doing it. -sigh- Anyway, I needed to talk to A, but I couldn't get a seat next to them until town hall. And then we talked until we got to school, and then we went to the library in an  innovation room (soundproof :O) and discussed (very sleepily) about B and C and a little bit of D.

I had a free first period, so I went off to go and find C. But D was there, which was kind of awkward. But I reluctantly went to Eighty Ate with them anyway (third wheeeelll~~). I ordered an iced chocolate - the whipped cream looked like mashed up scrambled eggs. C gave me a little bit of bacon, and I paid D back for the drink. I put on C's blazer, thinking I looked cool, and trotted back to school. I signed in, and questioned C about A. C said she feels differently about B since Friday, even though they said they loved him last week. Which is okay, it just really really confused me. Any news I received at this point seemed like bad news.
I had Biology in second period with G and H. We talked about horse + donkey = mule. 'twas interesting to some degree. I texted my old friend I about E and F ): She imagines she would feel about the same as I am now. Hmmm...

At the start of recess, A came and found me and we went to talk to J, and K very briefly. K confirmed that the only person she had told about Saturday was L, but L was acting all dumb about it. Whatever, let's ignore them .___. Talking with J was weird, as I don't really know how they came into the picture. Apparently she is worried a lot for C? Not too sure. I told her what C told me last Monday, and A got really upset when I revealed something that is going to continue, because they thought it was going to stop.
When walking back to the green, A went and hugged K. And then they went to the green and screamed to entire school. Twice. With swear words. About C. Vanderhout overheard and came to talk to them/us. She's really lovely teacher, but I'm not too sure what she could have done to be honest. I guess they just needed to let it all out once more. They're a brave person, and they seemed okay as we hastened to get to English, which we were already late for.

English was weird. I felt awkward and a little shaken, honestly. A had really frightened me. I couldn't concentrate. M fell asleep again xD

At lunch, my group and I met up in B11 to just hang. M was passing around erhmm..i forget what they're called..but blue oil wipe things? They the oil off your face? anyway, M wiped my face oily-free - making the paper turn transparent, and they pointed out that I have a pimple behind my ear TT. I told N about E and F, and they didn't seem to surprised. Nor was I, to be honest, but it just hurt so much -RAGE- While my face was being wiped, O actually came to find me, looking for A. I told them that A was off with B, and we briefly talked about A. They seemed worried too -___- And then J came looking for me, too. They were worried too! So I called A, just to make sure they were okay. They were, so I calmed down. By this time my whole group knew that something was up, and that A was having some problems.
Apparently something happened to C during lunch that I missed? But I need to grill someone about this later because C won't tell me.

SAC was random. We were supposed to be researching for our assignment, but P decided to take my phone instead, and abuse the fact that I am on Virgin, and sent "I like P" to basically everyone I know on Virgin. Thanks for that. Q got really pissed off when we didn't tell them who sent the message ;)
E was actually in the same room as us, and I made eye contact with them, and they seemed really pissed. I think I know why. I did something kinda stupid. Last night, I texted L asking who told them that E had slept with F? And she avoided the question and didn't answer. Unfortunately, L is in the same group as E, so I think they told their group about my message. Therefore R was giving me dirty looks too. I didn't do anything to you!!

Me and N had a good time in Maths, drawing parabolas and whatnot. But, they spotted D in the green. Apparently J had gone rushing up to them, "Oh, my God, I must talk to you and miss class!" -__- and then C came as well, and we briefly spied on them. Didn't pick up on much, though. Our maths class teased S about her "dumb-ass" Greek heritage. And then it was time to go home.

I saw A talking on the phone before they went to extension history. Dunno whether they seemed happy or sad. I followed K and L to bus lines, and then caught the usual Epping with P. I kinda wanted to talk to them, but I figured I shouldn't tell anyone else. Especially about E and F! :O So I watched them do Sudoku, and also tried and failed again to read my book. I feel asleep at about Ashfield/Burwood. P nudged me awake and laughed. Damn it.

Went to Eastwood looking for biology textbooks, but I think A stole them all ): I need them for my assignment. Wasted sooo much time there, when I could've actually been DOING the assignment! Bugger. C kept texting me. I knew they were upset, and I hate telling important things to people via text message. But I guess I had too. Dunno whether they're happy or sad now either.

At home, I did my maths homework and made omelettes with my Mum. They were nice.
Now I'm going to get in the shower and do some more homework.
Hoping to talk to C later, and clarify things with A, when they get home. I feel like i screwed everything up. I need to fix it.

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