“you keep me wide awake and waiting for the sun”
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If only you knew.
Sunday, October 3, 2010 || 6:32 AM
If only you could see the way I walk around the house - silent and submissive - sombre and stupid.If only you could see the way my face cringes in anguish each time you send me a message.
If only you could watch my brain as it sorts the good from the bad messages you give me.
If only you could hear the songs I play in my room that remind me of you; only you.
If only you could see the way I walk around the house - silent and submissive - sombre and stupid.
If only you could hear my muffled cries as I scream into my pillow late at night.
If only you could see the bite marks that I made in my pillow.
If only you could see the tear stains thrown across my room and running down my face.
If only you could read that piece I wrote about you - Oh, but wait, you already did.