“you keep me wide awake and waiting for the sun”

September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 March 2011

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Sooo
(if you're still interested in reading stuff about my life/me)
check out -parchment for my new blogging/journal stuff

:D
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xxx

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MY LIFE IS COMPLETE.

I AM ON A MASSIVE HORCRUX HIGH
(not posting spoilers)

But you should watch this: [click]

and this: [click]

AS WELL AS THIS: [click]

I love Harry Potter.

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MIGHT POSSIBLY AM GOING TO SEE HARRY POTTER TOMORROW
with old best friend Beth from Central Coast :)

And then I will *fingers crossed* hopefully see it with Lia next weekend :)
cause I really want to see it with Lia because WE LOVE THE DEATH EATERS SO MUCHLY ;D

...and Beth thinks Bellatrix is a lunatic ):

AHHHHH. SO EXCITED THOUGH. *squeeee*
Everyone who has seen it says it's AWESOME. WEEEEEE!~~

Okay, I'll shut up now.
But OMG OMG.

HP PICTURE SPAM! --->

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English exam is over! :D
it wasn't TOO bad... Hmmm... should've fixed a few things. But whatever, it's behind me now ~

This afternoon was funny though hahaha.
Caught the train with Sunny, Suvarna, Vin and Elena after extension 2 English. We ate chips :D
We were talking about sexual fantasties between Kwan and Vin (i.e. Valjean and Javert) HAHAHA. It was pretty hilarious :)
"Vin, you're more assertive, hence you would be the one to make all the noise." ;D
And then Suvarna said how she's putting some Mountain thing on her jersey, and then I didn't know what the mountain was. But they didn't believe me, so the lady next to Vin had to tell me that it was a volcano "that is bound to erupt at any momeny" HAHAHA GG SUVI :D
She's about to erupt, guys! BACK AWAY =S

Anyhow,
I took the puppy back to her owners' when I got home. They live on the next street (hahaha) and seemed pretty grateful that I brought her back.
But it was funny, cause when I rocked up, no one was answering the front door. I heard the shower running, so I waited there for a bit. And then I got sick of it so I walked up and down the street, like, five times >< I went on facebook mobile. And then I went back and the owner was out of the shower xDDD
He opened the door, shirtless, and OMG HOT (: such a babe.
"We've been missing her" *sadface*
NAWWWW -hug- -hug- you're so cute, handsome man.

So the funeral was today.
I cried.
Everyone loved the eulogy, though.
But yeah...
I'm so not in the mood to blog.

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Okay, a little puppy came wandering off the street and trotted slowly down our front path. Hmmmm.. hello there, young one?
Turns out it is severly malnourished and needs tender love and care. So we brought it in, fed it, watered it, bathed it and...introduced it to Molly D:
I named her Nugget.
Stepdad is going to call the RSPCA tomorrow, but, if she isn't microchipped, then we're going to keep her because he doesn't want her to be put down (which they will do).
THIS IS NOT GOING TO GO WELL WITH THE OTHER DOG :O
anyway...

Today me and a few other lunatics went to the Powerhouse Museum/Harbourside.
The museum visit was short - we got in and got out - but I managed to take almost 100 photos of things that caught my eye :)
I found it hard to find inspiration for my children-related idea for my short story, but I did what I can, letting myself slip away from the others and into the children's corner of the museum for a short while.
After we got out, we trekked to Harbourside to get lunch :D we were all so freaking hungry... Suvi wouldn't shut up about the crispy chicken caesar salad waiting for her... :P
Lunch was eating, including a large Diet Coke. But then they wanted ice cream D: NO MONEY! So I went without :) good job, bb.
We kind of sat stoner for a while after that. A moth came and sat on our table. I nudged it away. Suvi screamed, cause she thought it was dead.
After that, I basically trekked with Fio back to Town Hall station to gtfo of the city.
It was so hot today -__- but i love summer! So I'm not complaining, really xD <3

I didn't really talk much today. Too ceebs. Still upset about my feelings of yesterday -sigh-
Finished writing the eulogy yesterday. Funeral is on Tuesday.
Wish me luck!

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FUCK OFF.
YOU'RE HOLDING ME BACK.
I CAN'T SPREAD MY WINGS AND LEARN HOW TO FLY.

I sometimes wish that you would just leave and never come back.
How can I feel that you are ruining my life, but somehow completing it AT THE SAME TIME?

I love you. You're amazing. But whatever. I need to walk away for a while.




Not a bad day today, really.

Had  a free in first period. Had a little meeting with Ariana, Linda and Sabrina, where we revised some of the maths that we've done in class thus far, and talked about Mr. Terry. We decided that we're going to have a class meeting, so we can pin point exactly what everyone finds difficult about him and his teaching, or just the concepts in general. We're then going to approach Mr. Sprent or Mr. Terry or both, in order to clarify the issues and such (especially if we have to keep him as our teacher forever ): )
Melkey said that the lines MIGHT change for next year, especially for maths, so we'll see, I suppose.
What hurts me the most is that i could've had the same timetable as I had last year (essentially) rather than sitting in my free, thinking about the quality teaching that my other friends are getting right then and there. It's honestly not fair. I'm going to fail maths. It is my worst subject and I cannot teach it to myself. But I'm running out of options.

Finished biology! It's gone! :) YAY!
We had Mr. Slade today. He's one cool man, I must say (even if I do believe he is a little creepy)
But Ms. Kumerich's class get him next year! WHY DO THEY GET THE GOOD TEACHERS, HUH?
Like, I had McGlynn -___- and now I have Simpson (who is okay, but he failed to explain the full assignment to us until two days before it was due - thanks, dude.)

Bought sushi at recess and chilled with the girls. Got my KK person ;D ;D
Wanna know who it is, eh, eh?

Society was reasonably tedious. Except that i got to say "Aussie Aussie Aussie Oi Oi Oi" about three or four times to the class. Along with "Dinki Di" "G'day mate" "crikey" "no worries" "True Blue" and etc.

LUNCH! Went to eighty ate with Elena, Sunny and Alice and bought wedges to eat in my other free :)
Sat with Jas and Foghorn and ate them.
and then the others (Renee, Carmen, Cath, Lia, Caitlin, Ness) came back from Eighty Ate when i was attempting to write the eulogy i must write for my great gran. It's actually quite hard to write. But I need to do it SOON so i can LEARN IT -sigh-
The free was enjoyable, to say the least. We discussed lame jokes and Katy Perry songs. 'Twas grand.

Maths: we were basically arguing with Terry. He was getting pretty mad. But it's too funny sometimes, you can't help but smile...
BUT IT'S SO FRUSTRATING. I don't really want to think about it.
He. Just. Can't. Teach. To. Save. His. Fucking. Life.
I mean, he's a lovely man, he's just teaching us all the wrong, pointless things, and when we try to correct him, he essentially ignores us.
I would drop Maths if I had 12 units...

Hot and stuffy on the train. The Epping is kind of lonely nowadays.

It's Mum's birthday tomorrow. I will do what I can to make her happy.

REMINDER: Get x-ray for teeth tomorrow BECAUSE YOU NEED BRACES

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Well this is fun ~
there is:

• screaming
• crying
• slamming doors
• red wine
• biology assignments
• dehydration
• confusion
• scrambled eggs
• phone calls

Dear Diary,

Why is the world so damn cruel?
Why do people die, dropping down all around us?
If there's a god out there, I pray that you do better
this is not what my family needs right now.

The doctors have given my great grandmother one day to live.

My mother is cut up.
My grandmother isn't supposed to be dead, and now her mother is leaving us too.
Therefore out of my elders, only my mother remains.

The jealousy I feel for all of you still with any grandparents left is indescribable.
Looks like it's just me and Mum now.
But, looking at this world, I guess she'll be gone soon too.
As well as my father.

Read this.
 Pretty much sums me up right about now.


Goodnight.

Some of you may recall the strange affair of the Phantom of the Opera: 

a mystery never fully explained. 

We are told ladies and gentlemen, 

that this is the very chandelier which figures in the famous disaster. 

Our workshops have restored it 

and fitted up parts of it with wiring for the new electric light, 

so that we may get a hint of what it may look like when re- assembled. 

Perhaps we may frighten away the ghost of 

so many years ago with a little illumination, gentlemen?

So...studying belonging for English Advanced?

So I thought that considering I am going to use a fairly thought-provoking, stepdad-recommended novel, I would balance it out with an amazing, song-included musical ^^

"It's the one about that guy with the mask, right?"

Yes, that's right. I'm not going to give you a plot overview, but <3 <3 <3

Many thanks to Lia for letting me borrow it for a while. It's so beautiful. It makes my heart sing ~~ hahaha.

I really want to download the soundtrack :)))

I will try hehe :D

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On another note, I am beginning not to care at all.

Let it be, let it be.

So long, farewell. *waves

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So today was...interesting. No, wait, actually it was really boring.
I was hungry all day. But it's for a good cause, I assure you.
I'm also reading a book called Hunger, and so, I'm welcoming the hunger pains like an old friend. It's interesting to feel the signs that your body gives you when it needs food. Hmmm..
I don't want to talk about the other reason.

English was enjoyable. We finally got The Namesake to read. Will continue reading after I finish Hunger. We shunned Carmen to the desk in front of Mr. Shapcott's desk :)) She stayed there for the whole lesson..hehe..
We laughed.
Renee shared some sour worms with me in the innovations room in our free ;D

We ventured out onto the courts in Maths today. Mr. Terry decided to use the lines on the courts to describe how the concept of locus works. GG, man. Arm over Bec's shoulder, we acted as points for our class locus graph. Lovely. I then fell asleep in Maths with Bec singing that freaking "Tuts my Barreh" song D;
If there's a camel up a hill... rape it in my thighs.

SAC was awkward. Foghorn, Cath and I went to the library to 'research' and find books for our PIP. When Cath left to fetch her wallet, Sarah and I read magazines and whatnot. And then Ms. Rumney came to check on us, so Sarah literally threw down the Vogue magazine, reached out and grabbed a folder thing full of magazine, and ripped it. GOOD JOB! Ms. Rumney laughed "I can't leave you alone without destroying something, Foghorn." Apparently she told the entire class :)

Last period free, I sat with Lia and Ness. Basically just listening to their conversation when I could've been doing my biology assignment. Hmmm.. and then I talked to Lia before leaving for the train.

I sat with different people on the train - I needed a break from the usual people I hang out with. It was nice. Different. Good different :) So yeah, I was in the last carriage with Jess, Ariana and Kelly for a change.

I had a surprise dentist appointment this afternoon. I've had extreme pain in my mouth for a while, after a wisdom tooth came up and whatnot. But, in summation, I still need braces. However, I need to wait for our health cover to fix itself up before I can get them. Which might be as late as March! :O

Ate dinner at 9:00. Yes, I actually ate it. Now I'm full. The mango was nice.
I'm going to see Dad tomorrow (:
 

Sore throats
headaches
and
Microsoft Word.

Living the dream.
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Started writing my novel for National Novel Writing Month yesterday.
It's going to be such an exhausting task. I'm not really sure how I'm going to finish it. I honestly don't think I will, but I'm going to persevere until it kills me. Oh, joy!
Gotta finish about about 300/400 words in the next hour, though...

So everything is beginning to be a little more normal (school-wise, that is). Compared to last week, there is little to no drama, and everyone seems to be a great deal happier and relieved that the small war is over. But there is one individual that hasn't completely recovered, and that's understandable, so I'll let that one go for now... It's technically not really my problem anyway...
But I  actually admittedly feel a little bored without the drama. Not sure whether I'd take the drama or boredom right now, but for everyone's sake, I'll stay bored :P

I lost 1.0kg last week, which is good for me. But the past couple of days have been involving some pretty hectic eating on my part. Not too sure why, though. I've been spending too much money on food, and have basically drunk an entire cow. I mean -ahem- all of the milk from a cow xDD

This morning I wanted to make a smoothie for breakfast, instead of making Mum do it for me. I put all the ingredients in the blender, let it blend for a couple of minutes, and then went to go and pour it into a glass. Little did I know that I turned the wrong bit of the blender to take the jug part off, and the entire thing came off and the smoothie went everywhere. It was both funny and shocking at the same time, but OMG what a waste ):

Ok, gotta go write some more for NaNoWriMo D;
Best wishes for the week ahead! xx