“you keep me wide awake and waiting for the sun”
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Just me and Mum now.
Monday, November 8, 2010 || 3:21 AM
Dear Diary,
Why is the world so damn cruel?
Why do people die, dropping down all around us?
If there's a god out there, I pray that you do better
this is not what my family needs right now.
The doctors have given my great grandmother one day to live.
My mother is cut up.
My grandmother isn't supposed to be dead, and now her mother is leaving us too.
Therefore out of my elders, only my mother remains.
The jealousy I feel for all of you still with any grandparents left is indescribable.
Looks like it's just me and Mum now.
But, looking at this world, I guess she'll be gone soon too.
As well as my father.